complicated simplicity

Tomorrow’s the last paper, Mathematics for Chemists, which has a pretty dumb name by itself. I’m looking forward to it, because after that, it’s liberation for 4 months. I rejoice and cheer with my coursemates. But I also know, that there is something I need to do tomorrow. Something which I told myself and someone 3 weeks ago I would pluck up my guts and get it over and done with. No questions, no doubts, nothing left. That I’m dreading. Sometimes I ask myself if my policy of “just do it, no regrets after” is really the best. Would it be better to leave somethings unanswered and to live in the hope generated, abeit it maybe false hope?

No. I rather live in reality than to bathe in false hope. Self-deception is the gravest crime to the human spirit.

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