complicated simplicity

  I tremble in fear when your name echoes through the emptiness of my mind, for reminder of the pain and agony you brought me.

For reminder of the foolishness and stupidity of myself, in an obvious decision of self deception and hope.

I tremble in memory of the disappointment and tears you brought, for hope it will not recur.

For losing hope is deadly, and disappointment is more hurtful than anger or pain.

For a shattered soul will never recover, yet I look to you to pull out of an abyss of dismay.

As all 3 of us approach that point in our lives, it’s invariable that we question ourselves on the paths we seek. The different paths we have chosen, the route in we took and the women we met, have all changed our views and the way we took on life in the past year.

There is no failure. Failure only happens when we stop trying to succeed. We may never get what we want, but we must never stop trying, because it has always been during this trying phase that unexpected miracles have found us and made us believe and hope. Made us into who we are today.

Women have inevitably played an important part of our lives, be it in the last year, or the times before. Amongst the giants stand the three of us out to show the world what they left behind. Simply because we all had a point to prove. This is what binds us together. Uncertainty, rejection, and darkness shrouds the way, but we all know what we had to do to find out the truth. Because not knowing was never the answer. We seek the truth. Simple questions of the game daunted the biggest of all man. Yet we all knew. We had to know. We’ll never find out what was the right thing to do, but we’ll find our way and seek our answers.

We seek the unknowns, the inevitable failures. But I’ll never know till I have tried. I may fall, deep and low, but I will rise to fight again. I have made a choice, like the two of you, a choice I cannot regret and only to live it through. We cannot hope for destiny to give us what we want, we can only fight for it ourselves, like we always have in the many years we have acquainted when life was all but too cruel to us.

That is to us. Nous réussirons.