complicated simplicity

This happens to be the song of the moment, by the band Within Temptation. This is for you dear friend.

It waits for the day I will let it out.
To give it a reason, to give its might.

I fear who I am becoming,
I feel that I am losing the struggle within.
I can no longer restrain it,
my strength it is fading,
I have to give in.

Chorus:
It’s the fear
Fear of the dark
It’s growing inside of me,
that one day will come to life.
Have to save
To save my beloved,
there is no escape,
because my faith is horror and doom.

Hold down your head now,
just let me pass by.
Don’t feed my fear,
if you don’t want it out.

I fear who I am becoming,
I feel that I am losing all beauty within.
I can no longer restrain it,
my strength it is fading.
I have to give in.

Long ago it came to me
and ever since that day,
infected with its rage
but it ends today.

We’ve been through so much together. What else is there to stop us? A small setback is nothing. Our biggest hurdle is ourselves. Remember Wimbledon. Remember the shit. Remember the pathetic us. Remember what we said then.

Remember.